Being A Mommy
Well it is definately the best thing on earth. It is more than I could have ever imgined it would be. Even though people try to help prepare you for all you will face as a parent, nothing does it like doing it yourself. As hard as being a parent is, the joy it brings out weighs any hardship and sleep deprivation. Time and dates go out the window. Most of the time I do not know either of those things. That’s ok because she is all that matters. I am no longer in charge of what goes on in my life. She is the boss right now and she gives me all the direction I need. I wanted to do everything perfectly and I have had a hard time realizing and accepting that things do not always go according to plan and it is not always a bad thing or doesn’t mean that I am a bad parent. I just need to relax a little and my wonderful husband is helping me with that. I just look at my beautiful Flora everyday and am so thankful that she has made me a mommy. It is all I have ever wanted and more.
